I got a new pet...

It's a betta
he's purple
his name is Stuart
he is Gay :)

(I'll upload a picture soon)

Life in the states so far....

I spent 4 days in a row in my bed. I just ate and bathed and went back to bed. I've been depressed. I'm not used to this life. Living with my parents again, depending on them for everything, nothing is like they promised. I feel played.  It sucks ass really bad. I was supposed to go to a club today, but can't, i don't have a ride. I have no close friends, Bg and Angelo have a busy life, Gaby too. People don't have much time for me. And i don't blame them, they have a life. I met this guy in phase one of work, i worked at a hotel for about 3 weeks or so, and that's really cute guy that works there asked me out, we went out a couple of timer, we "slept" together, but it wasn't good. He still texts me and we got together yesterday, but he hasn't tried to do anything, and i haven't heard from him today. I don't want to marry him, but a friend is something i need, otherwise i just spend my days inside this apartment and watch movies. I'm getting so fat!!! Did i mention i HATE my job!! I work at a cab company as an operator, i don't even know the street names from DR, and they expect me to learn Newark. I just need to meet more people, my friends is what got me through those years i lived alone.  I thought I'd be going into the city a lot, but, i get so lazy. The best days I've had so far, I've spent with Bg and Angelo. When I'm outside the house with friends, is the only time I'm not depressed. I wont even go out with my parents anymore. There's this other guy, from the hotel, well, from the Giants stadium. He works as traffic control in the Giants Stadium, and the hotel sends me there when there's game to pick up the clients, anyhow, he's cute, I've tried to give him my number, but i can't. i haven't seen him since i wanted to give him my number.  I don't know, i keep  thinking I'm going back to DR, but i don't really have anything to go back to. I need a plan, i need to start my recycling project again. I NEED TO DO SOMETHING !!!!