i miss writing

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Surprise bbm message

So I was on facebook chatting with a friend back in DR. We used to be neighbors. He was telling me how I never showed interest in dating him and that he was totally into me. He said that that last day he went to my house he wanted to jump on me. Then he asked me how guys were treating me here in the USA. I told him tat I'm not a pretty girl and that guys are kinda pussys. He said that he was a total pussy with me but when he comes to the state he won't be. He logs off and 5 minutes later I get a bbm. When I got check it its from him, when I open it ITS A PICTURE OF HIS COCK!!!! I just bursted into laugh! I almost chocked laughing! I ignored him. Haven't talked to him since that day!!! These things only happen to me, tsk tsk . . .
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Darren chris broke my heart

Today Darren Chris's acoustic concert tickets went on sale at 4. By 4 o 5 tickets were sold out :(!!!! Didn't get to buy it :( I wanted to go so bad!!!!!
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My life is pretty pathetic right now

I have a crush on a guy that doesn't like me, i fool around with one that has a girlfriend, just because he's the only one who's remotely interested in me. I'm back with living with my parents. I have no car. I hate my job. i have no friends, i never go out. This just plainly sucks. And right now i feel bad cause the boy that has a girlfriend, Alex, never makes time to see me. that's the most pathetic of all. And I'm telling him tomorrow. That either he finds time, or we should just be regular friends. The thing is i can't complain to god about not having a boyfriend, cause he did give me Ronald, but then again, Ronald hurt me. God, i just want a nice one who loves me for once, I'm getting old here. I wanted to be a young mom. I think i deserve it, i don't go on hurting people or doing bad stuff. I've been more than good. My parents are proud of me. I'm nice to everyone. I'm an excellent friend. So i don't see why he keeps on throwing this tests at me. Just friends, it doesn't have to be a boyfriend, although i would loooove it if David liked me back <3 .

Testing mobile blogging

So now I'm going to be able to write most of what I think through mobile blogger :D
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TROUBLE

I'm kinda really liking a lot the fireman kid. That's not good. I don't see him liking me back. Even though he gave me a ride home yesterday and we flirted all day. He tickled me. I don't know. He saved a puppy from the street, gave him a bath and a home. Looking through his pic on FB, he's kissing a baby and has a lot of pics of the same baby. <3<3<3 Can he get any better??????

i should write a book with all my thoughs...

The thing is, I'm too lazy. and i love to procrastinate. I was supposed to write on this blog daily. I don't. So much goes through my mind all the time. I wish i could write it all. See, if i get distracted i loose my "wind" hahahah, well, maybe next time. I still have the worst luck with guys :( hmmm. Lets talk a little about guys. The last you heard off i think was the bellman and the guy from the stadium. The bellman and i are still very good friends. and the stadium boy was such a bad kisser than we are facebook friends :P. Then there's Alex, the front desk guy, so nice, not that cute, not my type at all. But he gave me attention, made me feel pretty and wanted, i started liking him, just like the bellman, motherfucker has a girlfriend. But me and my lonely pathetic life, i decided to go with it. We've only made out and exchanged some nudy pics :P. But he has come to show his real duchy face at times. What can i expect really. He's just play time till i find a replacement. Since the hotel is the only place i "socialize" there are two more guys i kinda like. There's Steve, the Starbucks guy, not really cute, but his smile, big fat lips and dimple make him cute enough. He's funny, but hates Dominicans. Most of our conversations are me trying to prove that all Dominicans are not the same, and me also proving that i don't like one of the drivers, that he keeps insisting i do. By the way, Steve was born in the USA but his parents are from Peru. And then there's David, the other front desk guy. I didn't really like him but I've talked to him a couple of times, and he is hilarious, and kinda really cute. He's also a FIREMAN, how sexy is that, and I've punched him a couple of times and he be strong. Soooo hot :P He was also born here, but his parents are from Peru too. Those are the guys i "like". NOW, the ones that i think like me that i don't like. Miguel, some fat guy from the hotel, he's nice and all, but naah. Jonathan, one of the drivers, so stupid, hate his haircut, this is the one Steve keeps bothering me with. And then Jorge, i don't like him either, his also a driver. I don't want to sound shallow or anything, but they have nothing to offer me. They don't keep me entrained. I think this is all i have to say for now.