I have a crush on a guy that doesn't like me, i fool around with one that has a girlfriend, just because he's the only one who's remotely interested in me. I'm back with living with my parents. I have no car. I hate my job. i have no friends, i never go out. This just plainly sucks. And right now i feel bad cause the boy that has a girlfriend, Alex, never makes time to see me. that's the most pathetic of all. And I'm telling him tomorrow. That either he finds time, or we should just be regular friends. The thing is i can't complain to god about not having a boyfriend, cause he did give me Ronald, but then again, Ronald hurt me. God, i just want a nice one who loves me for once, I'm getting old here. I wanted to be a young mom. I think i deserve it, i don't go on hurting people or doing bad stuff. I've been more than good. My parents are proud of me. I'm nice to everyone. I'm an excellent friend. So i don't see why he keeps on throwing this tests at me. Just friends, it doesn't have to be a boyfriend, although i would loooove it if David liked me back <3 .
