Wednesday, July 14, 2010

I don't love my cats anymore

I have two of the most beautiful and loving cats, they were everything to me. I had huge fights with my brother and cleaning lady about them. I would do just about anything for them, ask anyone that knows me. But, know, i can't stand them, they cry all the time, they stink, they mess up the house, my house stinks because of them, i just don't want them anymore.  I've been thinking about it, it surprises me how i just don't love them anymore, just like that. I wish it could work like that on people. For example, you brake up with your boyfriend and bang, no sadness, no crying, no wishing you could be back with them. Why can i easily stop loving my cats who were always there for me. I mean my cats must be the only loyal cats ever, people say cats are unfaithful and that they'll turn their back on you if you don't feed them or they find better food or comfort somewhere else. Let me tell you, my cats, i wouldn't let them out, i was over protective with them, but know i leave the door and windows open so they can go, i even stopped feeding them, and those motherfuckers are still here. I get it, I'm all alone, i never gave you up cause you are the only thing left in my life that loves me and keep me company. But, i don't love you anymore, GO AWAY!!! I yell this at them, and they are still here. Guys, i fall in love with them immediately, and when they leave, it takes a whole era to get over them, even if it was my choice to end things.  Not only guys, people that have left me, friends, family, even work. There's a quote that says something like "boyfriends come and go, but friends will never leave you" that's bull crap, i have boyfriends that have stayed by my side longer than those so called "friends" but that's another topic for another post.

Here are some pictures of Chester, which I've had for 4 or 5 years. (white and yellow) and Magoo who is 1.5 years old (white and black)